Where is he?

I need Caring, loyal, loving and honnest, a man to share the good and the bad, the sweet and the sour. I don’t have delusions of perfection but there is a large area in the middle of the road that is big enough for the two of us to be. The man I am looking [...]
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Maryjo:
This plan will take weeks, but I will make it foolproof, put a creative amazing twist to it, all the while being the same person I've always been.
(27 September 2016)

Maryjo:
Even with the limited time, I can plan and do either, and this could be the ultimate distraction for my depressive thoughts.
(27 September 2016)

Maryjo:
The thing is, with my brains and looks.
(27 September 2016)

Maryjo:
Create an account for that person, and just be two people where no one knows both.
(27 September 2016)

Maryjo:
Or go a step further, go to a new town where no one knows me everyday, and become a new person there.
(27 September 2016)

Maryjo:
I've decided to prove myself strong and powerful enough to balance schoolwork with a power grabbing manipulative plan to put myself back on the most popular person despite all the abuse and any hardships.
(27 September 2016)

Maryjo:
So I decided to not put my intellgence to waste.
(27 September 2016)

Maryjo:
Then I get diagnosed with depression argh.
(27 September 2016)

Maryjo:
When I have just one mission I get so bored.
(27 September 2016)

Renita:
Are there any out there who like it when a guy acts gentlemanly towards them?
(27 September 2016)