Birthday (No not mine)

Today, my mom would have be 82. She left this world in 2005. The last couple days have been in kind of a funk. We all think our moms are wonderful, I definitely think mine was a wonderful mom. She was //meelp.com/blog/663908/post_3668733.html?ANON_CONFIRM=TRUE Lakeisha:The way I approached them was normal, I said hi sorry to bother you [...]
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Ester:
My girlfriend wont let me pleasure her? Been dating for over a year?
(21 October 2016)

Ester:
I just feel so neglected and so disconnected sexually that I feel the need to pleasure her but she won't let me go there and that hurts.
(21 October 2016)

Ester:
She's been pleasuring me a LOT but she never wants me to do her.
(21 October 2016)

Ester:
She is on birth control so that makes me even more confused.
(21 October 2016)

Ester:
I feel as if we need to be more intimate.
(21 October 2016)

Ester:
I'm confused because I've seen and touched her body but she still won't let me go inside.
(21 October 2016)

Ester:
We've discussed this issue before and the only conclusion that i've come up is that she does not like the feeling and that she is afraid of a foreign object inside her.
(21 October 2016)

Ester:
I feel like she has intimate issues with things being inside of her.
(21 October 2016)

Ester:
But I've never fingered her before which seems odd for me because I have performed mouth to vagina on her many times.
(21 October 2016)

Ester:
My girlfriend and I are both 18 and have been together a little over a year now and the only sexual thing we've done together was oral sex.
(21 October 2016)