She must be wondering what monster she let out of its cage

So what am I doing here now, waiting by her door like a lost puppy? That is not going to happen with her. Lost in my thoughts, I almost miss the rattling sound of the elevator. I knew you were crazy, but not that crazy. Get your fix with someone else, will you._ Valrie:My friend…
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Akiko:
He told me that it's okay to hug my boyfriend in public as long as we aren't kissing.
(8 October 2016)

Akiko:
My dad doesn't do anything about this because he is in the army and isn't here most of the time.
(8 October 2016)

Akiko:
Like they are just starting to wear bras and I'm in a D cup.
(8 October 2016)

Akiko:
The only difference is that I developed faster than the other girls my age.
(8 October 2016)

Akiko:
I get good grades, I do my work and don't complain about chores.
(8 October 2016)

Akiko:
She told me that if I keep on this path that I am going to end up pregnant before I'm out of highschool.
(8 October 2016)

Akiko:
She looks at me like I offend everyone when I walk out the door.
(8 October 2016)

Akiko:
I feel like she constantly judges me because I'm in therapy and I have to take medications.
(8 October 2016)

Akiko:
All clothes that she has approved and picked out for me.
(8 October 2016)

Akiko:
She constantly shames me for what I wear.
(8 October 2016)