White younger GL guy

OK so here’s the deal the reason I am on here and posting this ad is because I am looking for a special open minded long term gf I am just going be straight up I want a GF who I can love cuddle hang out with and also be my best friend and be [...]
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Ardelle:
Boyfriend made a video with another girl before we were together and I found it?
(19 October 2016)

Ardelle:
We had one ourselves.. The thing is I get he had a life before me but why did he lie and why did he keep it?
(19 October 2016)

Ardelle:
Then a month later two days before we became a couple, he messaged her about watching the video.
(19 October 2016)

Ardelle:
They even made a video of her giving him head.
(19 October 2016)

Ardelle:
A month before we were official, he slept with someone else who he lied to me about just being a friend, while he went to New York.
(19 October 2016)

Ardelle:
My bf and i have been dating five months now.
(19 October 2016)

Paige:
Am I justified to be mad at my brother who died from drug addiction or is that wrong since addiction is an illness?
(19 October 2016)

Paige:
My mother was always bitter at her alcoholic father and I don't want to become my mother.
(19 October 2016)

Paige:
How do I avoid my anger at him from turning to bitterness.
(19 October 2016)

Paige:
I am mad because of the hurt he caused the family.
(19 October 2016)