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So how do I get through Easter in four weeks and the pain that it brings?
(19 March 2017)

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Also her dad drank a lot of alcohol and she thinks they covered up for him but I was an infant when he died so that didn't affect my lifetime at all.
(19 March 2017)

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My mom's issue with her family is that they got more in her father's estate them she did.
(19 March 2017)

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So I feel really really bad and sad.
(19 March 2017)

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Her in-laws are not related to us.
(19 March 2017)

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His sister is really nice and I like her a lot but she has no kids.
(19 March 2017)

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So we go to my Dad sisters house where all of her in-laws are there.
(19 March 2017)

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I've asked my mother before to let me go and have someone pick me up and she says no way.
(19 March 2017)

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Christmas is the only time a year I stand any hope of seeing family.
(19 March 2017)

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As always my mom will say no when my aunt asked if we want to come and last year she didn't even ask us.
(19 March 2017)