Want to come out

A couple years ago I finally admitted to myself that I am gay, not interested in women anymore and I love sucking cock and taking it up the ass. I am straight acting in public and just your typical gu_ Dorathy:She instead suggested we hookup which I turned down because her last fwb ended badly and [...]
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Lucilla:
I hate playing games like this, but I like this girl and I don't want to screw things up.
(28 March 2017)

Lucilla:
The only reason I posted the coffee picture on my story was to kind of show her that I'm not wrapped around her finger, but it seems to have kind of backfired on me.
(28 March 2017)

Lucilla:
The girl that I really liked snapped me earlier this morning, but after she saw my story, she didn't snap back again, and she still hasn't texted back since last night.
(28 March 2017)

Lucilla:
However, we often bring each other coffee, and today I brought her some and put a picture of it on my story.
(28 March 2017)

Lucilla:
There's this other girl that I've sort of been flirting with awhile now, but I've resigned myself to the fact that we're just friends.
(28 March 2017)

Lucilla:
We texted a few more times, and then she stopped texting me again.
(28 March 2017)

Lucilla:
Even though I had doubts, I didn't say anything.
(28 March 2017)

Lucilla:
I would've believed her, but at lunch she posted something on her snapchat story.
(28 March 2017)

Lucilla:
Finally, after school got over, she replied and said she had gotten her phone taken away.
(28 March 2017)

Lucilla:
But the next day she wasn't responding to my texts.
(28 March 2017)