Feeling Desired, Feeling Wanted

My ex-husband and I were living in the Marina District of San Francisco. I thought of myself as a deviant slut behind closed doors. A naive deviant slut. My ex was very non-judgmental and he catered t_ Deidra:We moved in together in October and have been fighting much more frequently.(16 January 2018) Hilda:Which text should I send [...]
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Lillia:
She wants to go in and tell her brother but she's worried it might not be anything or something bad will happen.
(15 January 2018)

Lillia:
My girlfriend is scared she thinks there's someone outside she thought she heard a car door close she thinks she hears footsteps out there in the snow.
(15 January 2018)

India:
I know that I probably could win her over, I have before, but I don t want to be overbearing or clingy or needy.
(15 January 2018)

India:
I have tried so hard to forget her and to move on to other women but they just don t interest me sexually or emotionally.
(15 January 2018)

India:
It s been about 7 months since the last time she dumped me and I need her back.
(15 January 2018)

India:
However, we never stopped talking and we still talk a lot.
(15 January 2018)

India:
This absolutely destroyed me mentally.
(15 January 2018)

India:
She broke up with me because she stopped having feelings for me.
(15 January 2018)

India:
She rejected me at first but after about a year we started talking again and we dated on and off for about 9 months.
(15 January 2018)

India:
She is just my ideal woman in every way.
(15 January 2018)