Am I doing the right thing?

This is my third day in Meelp.Already I am over-swarmed with replies… talking to 40 guys concurrently…By now it’s gone down to around 10…. Some just failed to keep my interest. Even if their int_ Meda:Rather than hang out with me, he chose to go to the movies, and we hang out everyday, why did he [...]
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Annika:
I think my daughter is trying to get pregnant.
(5 April 2018)

Jay:
Feel depressed lately?
(5 April 2018)

Jay:
I know I wouldn't ever smile again if it was me.
(5 April 2018)

Jay:
My mom is a wonderful person, I don't know how she has come to terms with her mom's passing.
(5 April 2018)

Jay:
I still feel guilty and cry when I am alone and wish I could tell her but it would make her upset and I don't know what to do about it.
(5 April 2018)

Jay:
By the time I gave in to her demand, she flew back home only to find out she was long passed.
(5 April 2018)

Jay:
She mentioned going back home year prior, and I was still stubborn about the idea of a nurse looking after me.
(5 April 2018)

Jay:
So I said no, and it wasn't possible for me to travel with her to my country at that time.
(5 April 2018)

Jay:
She wanted a nurse to look after me while away, but I didn't want a complete stranger looking after me.
(5 April 2018)

Jay:
She told me she wanted to go back home to see her in case this was the last time.
(5 April 2018)